Breakfast was cornflakes as usual but lunch... I succumbed to my laziness and cooked instant noodles. But I still feel hungry a few hours later. So I had a bit of Bakwa and other new year goodies.
Mum was back to cook dinner. She cooked mee sua for me. Portion was small. So I'm hungry again. After looking through the fridge, I'm sure there's nothing else for me to eat. So I went back to Bakwa and pineapple tarts.
Suddenly, I felt really bad. I feel that I'm not being a good mother for Rachael. I'm not eating all the good and nutritious food for her. Instead, I've been eating all these junk food and kept her hungry many times. And it certainly doesn't help when hubby is busy and not around most of the time and I'm missing him so badly. Emo much!
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